So it's been a rather long week already. I'm waiting again, waiting to O, story of my life. I'm on CD19 and have been using those digital OPKs since CD15, absolutely nothing. My test line hasn't even been visible. This SUCKS!!! Ugh, I get my HSG done and get told that I have an increased chance of conceiving for the next month or two. Well that's just great, but it would help if I O'd, now wouldn't it. I have O'd for the past 3 months on my own, without any meds, so now that my chances are increased, my body goes on strike, perfect! So I'm not sure what the doctor's office is going to want me to do, do I keep on testing, or go ahead and get my Progesterone check, knowing that I haven't O'd.
I did get the chance this past Saturday to babysit one of Rob's cousins. He's 11months old and it was so much fun. Gosh, I thought it would make me sad, but if anything it just makes me more driven. I want this so badly, not just for me but for Rob too. I can tell it's really starting to take a toll on him too, but he does seem excited that we are finally with an RE. At first I think he was a little hesitant, maybe because it makes it more real for him, since he has to be more involved with everything now. We're still waiting on his S/A and Morph results. I'm praying they'll be fine.
*Update: RE phone consult scheduled for this Friday. I could have waited to see him face to face on October 28, or pay $100 for the phonecall. I chose the phonecall so I don't have to wait two more cycles to get started on a plan. Wish me luck!
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