Progesterone Check and Psychiatrist

So I'm waiting til in the morning to go get my Progesterone check. I've been putting it off b/c I just don't want the results. I know I didn't ovulate and this will just confirm that. But it could be a blessing in disguise, maybe my doctor will finally realize Clomid isn't going to be the answer. I've been on it way too long, it's time to move on. I've got the number to call with our insurance company to try and find a psychiatrist. I think it's going to help me, at least I hope it will. I've been doing alot of avoidance lately. Avoiding certain people, avoiding certain places, avoiding saying certain things to certain people. It's just one big avoidance. I can't avoid how it's affecting me any longer.