This is my journey to motherhood. It's a bumpy road, but I'm traveling it whole heartedly.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
Progesterone Check and Psychiatrist
So I'm waiting til in the morning to go get my Progesterone check. I've been putting it off b/c I just don't want the results. I know I didn't ovulate and this will just confirm that. But it could be a blessing in disguise, maybe my doctor will finally realize Clomid isn't going to be the answer. I've been on it way too long, it's time to move on. I've got the number to call with our insurance company to try and find a psychiatrist. I think it's going to help me, at least I hope it will. I've been doing alot of avoidance lately. Avoiding certain people, avoiding certain places, avoiding saying certain things to certain people. It's just one big avoidance. I can't avoid how it's affecting me any longer.
My name is Melissa and I'm 28 years old. I've been married to my husband for six years. We've been together since we were 18. We started TTC in May of 2007. I've been thru 8 rounds of Clomid, 3 IUIs, and IVF#1 which all resulted in BFNs. FET#1 and IVF#2 ended in chemical pregnancies. FET#2 resulted in our little miracle Liam, born 8-17-11. This is now my journey through motherhood and past infertility.