Sunday, January 10, 2010

Not Looking Good

So my temp dropped yesterday morning and I tested anyways and it was a BFN. This morning 12dpIUI my temp went back up almost 0.5 degrees and so I tested and it was another BFN. It's not looking good at all. I know I'm not completely out of the running, it could still be early, but the closer I get to that ever present AF day with no BFP, the less hope I have. I know I will be ok if it doesn't work again. It just means we have to take a break from TTC to figure out what happens next. Since May of 2007 we technically haven't take a break. Maybe it will do us some good to kind of regroup, but it's still not something I am looking forward to. I know we will go ahead and schedule the DNA Frag test for Rob and then probably try and set up an appt to meet with the RE and find out what he thinks we should do. From everything he's already told us, IVF is gonna be it. The problem now is finding out if our new insurance covers anything and what the cost will be. Then we'll have to get a loan for that instead of a new car. I guess the car can certainly wait, at least I have something that runs right now and it's completely paid off. I'd rather have a baby in my arms at the end of the year, than be driving a spankin' new car.

8 comments:

  1. I'm sorry. Same thing happened to me this month. Temp drop with a rebound the next morning. I thought for sure it was a good sign. Nope, AF full force today. Bummed. I believe we will be taking a break for a couple of months as well.

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  2. Gah to the mindgames that IF plays..If Im allowed to say the "h" word (rhymes with pope) then I am doing that for you. You're in my thoughts.

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  3. Keep your head up. You never know. I'll keep you in my thoughts

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  4. I'm sorry. But it isn't over yet. You still sound like you are in a good place though- and looking forward, whatever your future plans might be.

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  5. Aw, I'm sorry girl. I really thought it was happening for you. I got a bfn and AF is rearing her head today. Hang in there.

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  6. Praying for you and Rob.

    We need to grab coffee or lunch/dinner soon.

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  7. I'm still holding out hope that you'll see that second line very soon. But if not, please know we'll be here to help you through how ever long your break is.

    Hugs.

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  8. Hoping it was an implantation dip - in which case you probably wouldn't see a bfp for a couple days. Hang in there.

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