This is my journey to motherhood. It's a bumpy road, but I'm traveling it whole heartedly.
Sunday, January 10, 2010
Not Looking Good
So my temp dropped yesterday morning and I tested anyways and it was a BFN. This morning 12dpIUI my temp went back up almost 0.5 degrees and so I tested and it was another BFN. It's not looking good at all. I know I'm not completely out of the running, it could still be early, but the closer I get to that ever present AF day with no BFP, the less hope I have. I know I will be ok if it doesn't work again. It just means we have to take a break from TTC to figure out what happens next. Since May of 2007 we technically haven't take a break. Maybe it will do us some good to kind of regroup, but it's still not something I am looking forward to. I know we will go ahead and schedule the DNA Frag test for Rob and then probably try and set up an appt to meet with the RE and find out what he thinks we should do. From everything he's already told us, IVF is gonna be it. The problem now is finding out if our new insurance covers anything and what the cost will be. Then we'll have to get a loan for that instead of a new car. I guess the car can certainly wait, at least I have something that runs right now and it's completely paid off. I'd rather have a baby in my arms at the end of the year, than be driving a spankin' new car.
My name is Melissa and I'm 28 years old. I've been married to my husband for six years. We've been together since we were 18. We started TTC in May of 2007. I've been thru 8 rounds of Clomid, 3 IUIs, and IVF#1 which all resulted in BFNs. FET#1 and IVF#2 ended in chemical pregnancies. FET#2 resulted in our little miracle Liam, born 8-17-11. This is now my journey through motherhood and past infertility.