This is my journey to motherhood. It's a bumpy road, but I'm traveling it whole heartedly.
Monday, October 18, 2010
Lost My Baby
I miscarried sometime last week. I took a pregnancy test on Friday and it said "Not Pregnant". I waited all weekend for a beta, today it was 3. If I hadn't tested and checked we would have found out at the ultrasound. I just want to die right now. I can't do this anymore. I'm not strong enough.
My name is Melissa and I'm 28 years old. I've been married to my husband for six years. We've been together since we were 18. We started TTC in May of 2007. I've been thru 8 rounds of Clomid, 3 IUIs, and IVF#1 which all resulted in BFNs. FET#1 and IVF#2 ended in chemical pregnancies. FET#2 resulted in our little miracle Liam, born 8-17-11. This is now my journey through motherhood and past infertility.