Monday, October 18, 2010

Lost My Baby

I miscarried sometime last week. I took a pregnancy test on Friday and it said "Not Pregnant". I waited all weekend for a beta, today it was 3. If I hadn't tested and checked we would have found out at the ultrasound. I just want to die right now. I can't do this anymore. I'm not strong enough.
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26 comments:

  1. RachOctober 18, 2010 at 5:02 PM

    I am shocked and heartbroken. Just don't get it. I'm glad you took the test and found out and didn't have to wait until the ultrasound. Thinking of you. I'll be anxious to hear what your RE has to say.

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  2. Spit HappensOctober 18, 2010 at 5:30 PM

    Oh Melissa, I am SOOO sad for you right now. I know this is an undescribable pain right now for you. I love you dear friend.

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  3. Melissa GOctober 18, 2010 at 5:53 PM

    Melissa, I am so very sorry. My heart is absolutely breaking for you...

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  4. KerriOctober 18, 2010 at 5:57 PM

    Melissa, there are no words. My heart is broken for you. It is not fair. I'm so very sorry. Love you lots.

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  5. AnonymousOctober 18, 2010 at 6:15 PM

    I am so very very sorry

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  6. AnonymousOctober 18, 2010 at 6:33 PM

    Oh no! I am so sorry you are having to go through this. It is not fair. Thinking of you.

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  7. Mrs.JoynerOctober 18, 2010 at 6:38 PM

    Melissa..I am so sorry..I wish there was more I could do then give you words..You are heavy in my heart tonight..

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  8. AnonymousOctober 18, 2010 at 6:46 PM

    Oh, Melissa. I am so sorry. Thinking of you.

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  9. skinnymeOctober 18, 2010 at 6:53 PM

    I am so sorry for your loss.

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  10. HaideeOctober 18, 2010 at 7:13 PM

    Oh Melissa, I am so so sad for you and DH right now. How heartbreaking. Totally thinking of you and just hope you are going to be ok. (((HUG)))

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  11. Once Upon A TimeOctober 18, 2010 at 8:47 PM

    I am SO very very sorry. I will send all my strength to you to help you get through this. HUGE hugs.

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  12. happymomof4October 18, 2010 at 9:16 PM

    I know there are no words that can comfort you right night. I am so so sorry for you loss. You all are in my thoughts and prayers. ((HUGS))

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  13. AnonymousOctober 18, 2010 at 11:08 PM

    So very, very sorry for you loss. ((HUGS))

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  14. MariannaOctober 18, 2010 at 11:14 PM

    Melissa, I just want to pray this over you.
    Father in Jesus name I speak peace over Melissa. Thank-you God that it is Your desire for her to be fruitful and have children. Psalm 113:9 I speak healing to her body and I commend for whatever is in the way that is causing Melissa not to get pregnant to be gone in Jesus name. I speak complete healing in her body and her husbands body and I speak pregnancy in the name of Jesus. AMEN. DON'T GIVE UP!! Jesus said " We can do all things through Him..." Philippians 4:13

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  15. GurleeOctober 18, 2010 at 11:23 PM

    Oh I am so, so sorry. I wish I could take away your pain. (((hugs)))

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  16. AussieJennOctober 18, 2010 at 11:31 PM

    via LFCA
    I'm so very very sorry, my heart goes out to you.

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  17. AnonymousOctober 19, 2010 at 12:06 AM

    Here from LCFA. I am so very very sorry. Sending many hugs your way...

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  18. IllanareOctober 19, 2010 at 4:02 AM

    Here from LFCA. I am so sorry for your losses.

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  19. Glass Case of EmotionOctober 19, 2010 at 10:07 AM

    I am just so so sorry to hear thins news. It's just not fair, and just seemed so unexpected this time. You are in my thoughts. Many hugs.

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  20. MelodyOctober 19, 2010 at 10:18 AM

    Sending love.

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  21. Melis.saOctober 19, 2010 at 10:46 AM

    I'm so, so sorry for your loss.

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  22. AnonymousOctober 19, 2010 at 10:47 AM

    I am so sorry

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  23. CocoOctober 19, 2010 at 2:27 PM

    Here from lfca... I am so so sorry.

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  24. HeatherOctober 19, 2010 at 2:29 PM

    Here from LFCA. I am so sorry for your loss. I know the pain you feel right now. i'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers.

    Take care.

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  25. rebeccaOctober 19, 2010 at 7:46 PM

    Stopping by from LFCA, I'm so incredibly sorry for all of the loses you've experienced. Sending thoughts of love & hope for strength your way.

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  26. JamieOctober 19, 2010 at 10:40 PM

    I am so very sorry, Melissa. Words cannot express my sadness for you and Rob with the loss of your baby.

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