Waiting Game #26

So I'm in the waiting game for this cycle, the end of my first week of the dreaded 2ww. I've decided I'll POAS next Tuesday if AF hasn't arrived by then. It would be CD35, and 14DPO, so I figure that's ample time to get a BFP. My cycles have been all screwed up, so I have no idea when AF will finally arrive. I have been really tired in the past few days, but it could be from the gym, work, or many other things. Don't get me wrong, I'm still hoping for a BFP, but I'm not building my hopes up. It's too hard to do that lately. And then again, since I didn't OPK this cycle, I can be sure that I did O. I'm just going off of the pains I felt previously when I did O. That's what happened this month, but on CD21. When I O'd with Clomid it was CD18. These seem so far into the cycle. I've never gotten a straight answer about why I O so late, when I actually do O, which has been a rare occurrence.

On a happier note, I'm going on vacation to celebrate our anniversary after the 4th. 3 days and 2 nights in Tampa. I can't wait. So even if AF does arrive, I have something else to look forward to and get my mind off another BFN (if it happens).