Wednesday, December 15, 2010

Same As It Ever Was

Well not great news, as usual.

12dp3dt 293
14dp3dt 407

It didn't double. Freaking story of my life. I have a repeat on Monday. God help me. I need some prayers to get me through this weekend. I luckily thought ahead and set up a therapy appointment for Saturday for just such an occassion.

15 comments:

  1. Oh Melissa, I'm so sorry. I can't believe you have to go through this all over again. It's just so messed up. I love you and will be praying that despite what things appear, that you have a healthy baby growing inside you. Love you.

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  2. Sigh, I hope this is not a bad sign. But regardless, beta hell is the worrrsst. I will be sending you many well wishes and prayers.

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  3. I am so sorry Melissa. I wish you had gotten a second number that made your day. You definitely deserve that. I am going to continue to think positively for you though- I'm no RE (and I don't know what they told you about that #) but what I remember is that it doesn't have to exactly double. I went back and looked and my first beta was LESS than yours on the same day, and the second beta was only slightly higher than yours on the same day (plus, there were two in there contributing to that beta #). I'm wondering if two started to implant, and only one snuggled in for the long haul...? Your first beta was so high, and your second beta is still high, even though it didn't double. I looked at betamed.com, and average hcg value for 17 dpo is just slightly above 100. Anyway, I just wanted to give you fuel for happy thoughts through the weekend. I'll be thinking lots about you!

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  4. Melissa, I'm so sorry your numbers didn't double like they should have - I know after everything you've been through it must be so hard to hold on to hope, so I'll do it for you...

    Sending you hugs.

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  5. Melissa, I'm sorry to hear your sadness and disappointment in your numbers--which given all that you have been through, can be understandable. As Melissa G. said, I'll be there to hold onto hope for you. I hope your appointment gives you that strength to get through the weekend.

    (HUGS)

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  6. I'm so sorry your having to go through this. I am still hoping for you and keeping my fingers crossed.

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  7. Oh no, Melissa. I can't believe this is happening again. It's so unfair. I'm glad you set up a therapy session and I hate that you have to go through this waiting again. Thinking of you over the next few days.

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  8. So sorry it's going to be a tough weekend. I hope your therapy appointment goes well. Looking forward to Monday.

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  9. I'm so sorry you have to put up with this beta hell. It is so unfair.

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  10. gah! i'm so sorry! there's still hope! thinking of you!

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  11. I'm so sorry. Try your best not to lose hope just yet. I have heard the doubling should be every 48-72 hours...and the bit of good news is that it DID go up. We are all praying it continues to go up as it should. Hang in there. I am in BFP-but-scared-out-of-my-mind hell as well and it SUCKS!

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  12. I'm sorry you're in limbo and have to wait over the weekend. It's just so unfair.

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  13. i'm crossing everything for you that the next beta gives you great numbers.

    *hugs*

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