This is my journey to motherhood. It's a bumpy road, but I'm traveling it whole heartedly.
Friday, October 8, 2010
Need Some Prayers
It only went to 70. I can't believe this is happening again. It went up, yes, but it didn't even remotely double. I go for another one on Monday. I'm just tired and numb right now. I feel like I'm going through deja-vu. This is breaking my heart.
I'm sorry you didn't get a better result and am still hoping this one sticks around for you. JMO, but if this does indeed develop into a loss, ask your RE about the Flow Cytometry test I mentioned before. Not sure if you have my e-mail from my last comment already (not sure what shows up and what doesn't) but it is m layne @ g mail dot com all run together, of course. I will gladly send you the test results I have so that you can show what I was tested for.
My name is Melissa and I'm 28 years old. I've been married to my husband for six years. We've been together since we were 18. We started TTC in May of 2007. I've been thru 8 rounds of Clomid, 3 IUIs, and IVF#1 which all resulted in BFNs. FET#1 and IVF#2 ended in chemical pregnancies. FET#2 resulted in our little miracle Liam, born 8-17-11. This is now my journey through motherhood and past infertility.
I know there isn't much I can say right now, please just know that I am sending all sorts of warm thoughts and sticky prayers your way.
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keeping you in my thoughts, and trust me that those thoughts are extremely positive. (stick baby, stick.)
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry you didn't get a better result and am still hoping this one sticks around for you. JMO, but if this does indeed develop into a loss, ask your RE about the Flow Cytometry test I mentioned before. Not sure if you have my e-mail from my last comment already (not sure what shows up and what doesn't) but it is m layne @ g mail dot com all run together, of course. I will gladly send you the test results I have so that you can show what I was tested for.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry to hear this, I have many positive thoughts and prayers sent in your direction.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry ((HUGS)) sending positive thoughts and prayers your way!!!!!
ReplyDeleteMelissa, I am so sorry. My heart is breaking for you.
ReplyDeletePraying for you Melissa. We are all pulling for you.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry!! Sending positive thoughts for your beta on Monday!!
ReplyDeleteKeeping you in my thoughts. I hope that Monday shows higher numbers.
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Oh no! I am hoping it goes up soon!
ReplyDeleteOh Melissa, I'm so sorry honey. I really hope that Monday will show higher numbers for you. I'm still keeping everything crossed!! (((BIG HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteBig hugs to you. BIG BIG BIG hugs. I know there is not much else to say. I am so sad for you.
ReplyDeleteI know it is Sunday and we shared in some texts, but I want you to know you have been in my thoughts and prayers all weekend. (((HUGS)))
ReplyDeleteI am praying for you and hoping your numbers tomorrow are much more positive. My love to you both.
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